Thanks to my good friend Katy, she reminded me of this site and i thought i should post. I am a bit tired today, so i'll post more later once the Holidays are gone. Hermione had 4 kittens, and 3 died in the first week. I had to take Hermione to the Animal hospital because i could feel one more baby kitty in her tummy. We gave her 3 hormone shots, and the last kitten cam out. He was gray, and we called it Sox. It died first. The next one was the black one, who i called aquarius. It had a weak/ injured neck. The day after that, the orange one died. So the only one left is Misty. She is a girl, and is sleeping by my side at the moment. She is now 3 1/2 weeks old. She is orange, and very playful. I like to put this beautiful aqua colored ribbon around her neck. It makes her look stunning. She has the most beautiful markings. Thick lines down her back that end in swirls on her hips.
In other news, i have conatact with my dad's side again, just with my great Aunt at the moment. She is in Florida by orlando. I am so happy to talk with her again. It has been years since we last saw each other.
I have now written a fanfic! Yay for me! It is called I Love You Captain Jack Sparrow and my pen name is Princess Amberly. Please read it if it interests you. It is located at fanfiction.net. I love POTC. I can't wait until At World's End comes out on May 25th! Am so excited. In the Netherlands, it comes out a day earlier. With thanks to Sharona, who lives there informed me. She is one of my reviewers. Love her. She speaks perfect english almost, and speaks dutch too. Hallo, hoe gaat goet vanavond? that means hello, how are you? in dutch. I think i got it right this time... correct me if i am not.

Wow, a lot has gone by since i last came here. As of late, we kept the two remaining kittens, Kiara and Chewbaca. And now Hermione is pregnant again, and she got outside somehow, and we can't find her. I even had to go into the woods and tresspass on someone's property. She is so far along with her pregnancy, that i wouldn't be suprised if she's had them already.
I know what i want to be for sure now. Drumroll please!.... A DOLPHIN TRAINER! yay! It's what i've always wanted, i'm going to work in Florida at Sea World, Orlando! Dream come true... And guess what?! This summer, I'm going to the Honduras, or florida to a weeklong vaction camp for Studying and TRAINING DOLPHINS!!! Sooooo Excited! SO EXCITED!
In other news, my brother found a dead rabbit in our well thingy.(ha ha, nice change of subject...) It was GROSS looking. And it really stank. It doesn't smell as bad as a dead human, but never the less very smelly. I have been doing great in school and i have my first ballet class tomorrow. My dance stuff is coming today from UPS, it should be here very soon. It better be, or i will be mad. muahahahaha. my ex called me yesterday, and thought that we were still going out. I put him strait. he was all like, hey baby, you wanna sneak out tonight and go do something at my house? And i was all like, there is no way in hell i'm coming within a 15 mile radius of you. And he was all like, don't you like me anymore? And i was all like, no, didn't i make that clear already? or are you still that dumb?, oh what am i talking about? of course your dumb, the only reason you ever call me is when you want some, and all three of your current girlfriends dumped you. You are such a loser! Don't ever call me again or i'll chop whatever you have between you legs off.
Damn i am good! Go me! Go me!
Anyways, i like being at home. it is easier to do my homework, but it sucks because i miss all of my friends! Really bad. We should all do a cos-play like we all should of last year. I'll be Ino this year! I am Ino you know...
I'll have the most awesome outfits, maybe i don't even need to be Ino, but i like Ino, so too bad for me... Oh well.
Hee hee!
Ino/Kayla

Today was just another day of shoppin at the mall and such. I got two sweatshirts and a rockin' Jack Sparrow backpack. Even though it cost me $30. My mom was so pissed. hee hee. Well, my grandparents couldn't keep the kitten, so now he is back here. I finnally got a hold of Kate, and i asked her if she would take Chewbaca. Her mom said yeah, but she wanted to make sure that it was okay with her dad. so, seeing as she didn't call me yet tonight, she'll probably call me tommorrow. I hope it is a yes. I don't want to have to give him to the Humane Society, even though he would be cared for, he is still a grey kitten, and not many people want to have to pay for a grey kitten. So then he will grow old and then no one will want him at all, because a grey cat is worse off than a grey kitten. He is sooo cute though, and so charming. My Grandpa woke up yesterday to the kitten laying on his face. They loved him, but they knew that they could never take him camping with them. It made me sad. and now i'm worrying about those other kittens. I hope they are okay, and never get abandoned.
Anyways, i also bought a new Jounal from borders! It is so nice. It folds open by the magnet and the pages are there, with a hidden folder in the back. it is red with gold detail. I love it and i can't wait to write in it.
But that was basically my day.
Not that interesting.
Kayla

Okay, you pick up a kitten at a random house and you bring it home to your family, and they say no. SO, hey lets just bring it back to that person's house and leave it in their driveway so it can get run over! What a good idea! Even better, let's not feed it either! I love bettering the chance of Kiara's death! Are people just that stupid and inhumane? Next time, we are only going to give kittens away to family and friends. that's it! And i swear to god if i ever see that lady again, I'm gonna yell at her and kick her so much she will have to get a restraining order on me. F***ing lady. I hate you.
Well as the story goes we gave away our kittens awhile ago, and a mom and her sister stopped by an adopted kittens. The sister took kiara and the mom and her two kids took Dora. Tonight not too long ago, My Brother and My dad came home from hockey in my truck, and they heard a meowing sound and Kiara came out of the garage and ran at my brother, she's never really gotten along with trejan, but she was scared, and she was shivering when they brought her inside. Trejan told me Kiara was home. I ran to see, because Kiara was my favorite kitten, and i almost cried from joy when i saw her. she ran at me and climbed up my leg. i picked her up and hugged her, hardly believing she was home again. Then my dad told me to look outside for Dora too, just in case, dead or alive. I called and searched for about ten minutes, even on the road and driveway. But Dora was not there. So i went back inside to get the kitten food back out, and Kiara was soooo hungry. Now she won't leave poor hermione alone, because she wants milk and nourishment. Poor little Kiara.
Angel was so heartbroken when Kiara left. she cried for about half an hour because Kiara was her favorite kitten too. So my dad gave her a picture of kiara playing with Dora on the cat duplex.
Imagine her reaction when she found out kiara was back home. I don't think she'll sleep much, she was so excited. But that is the story. Kinda pisses you off doesn't it? Me too.

I not so much as walked up the stairs and another family came and took two kittens also. They adopted Dora and Kiara. I will miss those two so much. I just can't believe they are all gone. :( I called my grandparents and after like, 45 minutes i convinced both of them to at least let us bring the kitten so that they could see it, and to see if they would keep it. Then my grandpa said that he didn't have any litter or food, so i told him that we had just bought All of that stuff, and we had the extra litter box with brand new organic litter. And we bought way too much kitten food. so then he would have no exuse not to want him. Chewbaca is actually a very good kitten, but he is grey so not many people want a grey cat. But he is so beautiful and playful and cute, that u can't help but love him. So after i laid it down real hard on my grandpa that he was a really good kitten, and he didn't really stink and how playful he was and how much he enjoyed being petted and that he like to watch Stargate SG1( i made that part up. hehe!).
So none of my friends will get a kitten. Maybe next time... ya right. I'm not looking forward to Hermione in heat again. man is she annoying. Oh well, i love her lots.
See ya!
Kayla

We put up a 'free kittens' sign today and a couple just came and adopted two of them. Ringo and Darth Vader. I'm just glad that they took two of them so they could be together. I'll miss them alot, and i just hope that they have a good home. Kiara, Chewbaca, and Dora are left. I was hoping that Kate would call me back so I could give her Dora or kiara or something. Grandpa o wanted one but my grandma said no. She's been awful owlly lately. She doesn't even really want the big fantabulous 50th anniversary party the whole family has been planning for months. i just don't get it. Maybe it is just a really long span of menapause she has. Ha Ha!LOL!
I was also going to call Erica for a kitten, but I remembered that she already had two of them. *sigh* the life of kayla...
Anyways, i now have my nice new laptop ibook G4 from apple. They said it was top-of-the-line, and they weren't joking. The replacement cost is 1,200.00! OMG! that's like, my whole summers pay! Jeez...
But yeah, what a summer. It was nice while it lasted. I didn't getinvited to any parties though... damn.
now my cat came in so i could pity her because two of her children are gone... poor hermione(my cat).
time for dinner.
bye
Kayla

I just got back from my 1st job(at a farm). And I have to work at my other job on Monday. Man do my legs hurt!
The cows knocked down the fence this afternoon and we had to go and chase them all over the place until we got them all penned up. I also did alot of mechanic work today on the bobcat. Dwight's (farmer) boys(they are twins, Ikey and Ike)are leaving for the year unless they decide to stay with their dad, and not their mom, who they claim ignores them all day and works and sleeps. that's it. But I'm not going to pass any judgement because i don't even know the lady.
Today was rather dreary, but it was a nice cool day. And all of us went out to lunch at rendezvous days, which is like a Native american style camp with things to buy, and new foods to eat. A lady there had 6 pug dogs. They are so cuuute! they make these cute little noises like snorts and their bodies are cute and chubby and they just loved attention. Awwwww!=^-^=
Anyways, i got my paycheck from my 2nd job today. it was only 250.00. At the farm i get like 400.00 a week on average, and that is no exaggeration.

I've been thinking a lot about my future career and i know that i still have a long way to go. But I'll love every minute if it!

Still yours,
Kayla K

Everything is getting weird around here. Its weird that i'm not going to public school anymore. Its weird that i don't have a boyfriend anymore. It weird that i might not see my dad for 4 months; not even on christmas! It weird that i caught some boys looking in my window the other night. I won't change in my room anymore. It weird that i might actually become an author. Its weird that i almost got fired today. Its weird that i was offered a farm for myself to have. i don't want it. I belong by the ocean, or in hollywood, or L.A. Or NYC. Or Chicago. Or boston. not here in the middle of nowhere on a farm. I swear, it like all of these weirdish things come and attack me all at once so that everything is in a total imbalance. Public schools don't really teach you everything you need to know, you've gotta discover it for yourself. Sometimes i hate it, but how else am i gonna learn it if someone just tells me. People cannot tell me what is good for me and what isn't. that is for me to decide.
My parents are always going out, and my mom comes home half drunk or in an emotional roll-over. I love my mom, and she is my dearest friend, but she has had many mental complications ever since she saw my dad die in front of her eyes.(My real dad) She gets so buzzed that she just doesn't feel pain much. i hate it when they go out to drink because my mom gets slammed, and my dad has never been drunk the whole time i've known him. my mom could gamble our family away, where as Jeffery(step-dad) spends at the max 250 (not counting the Las Vegas trip). sometimes i feel like the world will just pass me by and i will be lost to the general group of the deceased when i die. But i want to be more than just that. I want to be remembered for my talent and for being myself, unlike most people these days who are remembered for fame, beauty, freak accidents, and such. The true people that are to be remembered are the ones who help mankind, accomplish a seemingly impossible goal and stuff like that. i want to be like that.
But hey, that's just me.
Love yas!
Kayla